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Thursday, May 08, 2008
What is wrong with me?
# lack of confident (below the average level!! WARINING)
# like to think a lot（headaches..........)
++ more to useless stuff!!
# don't like to face the fact (am scare!)
# run away from problem! ( i hate it, while am still doing it~lame)
++ am such a coward T.T!
# confused!- in another word = undecidable!! (i hate it either)
# feeling half dead (im, alwayssssssss.....)
# often do something that i'll regret ( feel like dying)
# lack of motivation ( sometimes i do self motivate~not enuff power @.@)
# often wasting my time( i am trying not to....so often)
# not so serious (tidak-pa) while doing work ( EFFORT!PUT in UR EFFORT PLS!!!)
# i like to turn back (where there are no turning back in life)
++ look back what am doing in the passed,
which were already PASSED!! (cacated!!)
# am damn careless!!!!! (thats makes me regret!! T.T)
++ sometimes mata buta-cant see the question!
# not a optimist person ( negative+ negative-positive)
++ take only negative things to mind= negative>positive (BAD!)
++ always think the bad side of things!! ( bakaaaaaaa!)
++ one of the reason of lost of confidence! ( pulling downnnnward)
# lack of planning~ ( i need to plan, a plan needs me)
++ plan for studies
++ plan for my life ( now, later and future!!)
++ too much of game plan.....
# don't know what i neither of my needs/want/interest/~(i only know how to eat,play and sleep!)
# emotional （ how to change?? or just do myself??lolz)
# sometimes got mental problem...lolz ( jokin~~!!)
++ singing alone?
++ talking to myself??
++ scold myself???
# scared of being hurt~ (but who isn't )
# scared of changes~~~~( VERYvery!! )
++ changes of environment~
++ changes of people around~
++ changes of MYSELF
# childish~~~~~~ （am i?)
so.....what else??
i have so much of problem heh........OMG
i believe i still got the good side of me!~~lolz
Labels: emo`ing
whispered @ 11:27 PM
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